Moonlight paradise

While I search for the moonlight my grief is deep, my days are dim and I'm lost again needing a friend.
Don't force me in to live like a phantom for while this is nothing random you know it won't satisfy my needs.
I don't really think I'm meant to suffer and wait, wondering if I ever will find my love.
So don't ask that question 'cause i don't know why it must be like this, somehow this is not my curse.
We are here for a purpose until all those dreams are all come true but I swear there's so much more than this when we'll find paradise in the end.

Summer beliefs

So, do we all believe in summer? Well... I bless the sunshine but alone I cannot judge. Now, the sun warms my face and I feel it ain't the end for all the living but I'm going down unless you might come inside my world and show me the way to heal the stains and wounds on my body. Please, don't fade away like the aquamarines and the real love that never showed up there by the pebble-less shore. I know I don't have the cure for the lunger in your eyes but I believe you're doing fine when all it takes is simple love. All is ready, set and done but I have decided to let go because I cannot change the things I know.