Moonlight paradise

While I search for the moonlight my grief is deep, my days are dim and I'm lost again needing a friend.
Don't force me in to live like a phantom for while this is nothing random you know it won't satisfy my needs.
I don't really think I'm meant to suffer and wait, wondering if I ever will find my love.
So don't ask that question 'cause i don't know why it must be like this, somehow this is not my curse.
We are here for a purpose until all those dreams are all come true but I swear there's so much more than this when we'll find paradise in the end.