Moonlight paradise

While I search for the moonlight my grief is deep, my days are dim and I'm lost again needing a friend.
Don't force me in to live like a phantom for while this is nothing random you know it won't satisfy my needs.
I don't really think I'm meant to suffer and wait, wondering if I ever will find my love.
So don't ask that question 'cause i don't know why it must be like this, somehow this is not my curse.
We are here for a purpose until all those dreams are all come true but I swear there's so much more than this when we'll find paradise in the end.

Summer beliefs

So, do we all believe in summer? Well... I bless the sunshine but alone I cannot judge. Now, the sun warms my face and I feel it ain't the end for all the living but I'm going down unless you might come inside my world and show me the way to heal the stains and wounds on my body. Please, don't fade away like the aquamarines and the real love that never showed up there by the pebble-less shore. I know I don't have the cure for the lunger in your eyes but I believe you're doing fine when all it takes is simple love. All is ready, set and done but I have decided to let go because I cannot change the things I know.

Promises

Do you look behind into the cold?
Have your dreams and thoughts in another world?

For the last time the sun is rising and you could be just like the sun:
Shimmering, Warm and Bright
But something inside me tells me you're frozen to death
No kindness, No mildness , No courage
Nothing can refresh your soul
I think that you will always stay like this:
Invisible like a soft breath of wind, drowned inside a pool of dark and bitter miseries

Don't Let me slip into the eternity by forgetting your promises
Only for this moment, let me be the one to hold you tight and make our hearts unite.

Sign of Life

There is no sign of life here at all and I feel this is just like the last time I did something wrong. I'm so lost in time, so lost in space but I just remember too well. I suppose it's time we talk about it. Well all I need is a sign that you might come inside my world. So do you remeber how we stumbled and we hesitated? Well don't ask me why, don't ask me if but I think somehow this is not my curse. All of it has a new deep sense to me. I feel that I am dead and gone.

Nils and Anneli

To Nils:
In the light of someone's fire I heard your distant sound. Your melodies sent me a message and have escorted me through the passage that was out of my reach. The wind carried me away to the sound landscapes you created and I gained back the time I lost in between. You showed me that the spooky old giant was in fact a nice guy to listen to for times without end 'till I got finally redeemed. Although I've never been to Bombay I swear I almost felt like an Orang-outang dancing on the disappeared clubs of my imagination.

To Anneli:
You being such a peculiar girl I had to follow the trace you left behind in my dewy fields. I took the ride inside the Baron's old balloon to have the famous pic-nic on the moon. I rode the mesmerizing unicorn till summer came and was the one who said 'boo'! But I sincerely hope I haven't interrupt your dream while the angels boogalooed around the trees. I learnt my lesson well.